Gotta move forward.

[invitan]

I have been reflecting on myself for the last few days. On how I should have supposed to be. This streak of horrid luck (or not) did force me to think. Have I been trying enough?

After all, I am not living to play. Or to eat. Or whatever. I don't live to study, either - I'm absolutely not a nerd. I don't live to go shopping, or spending on supposedly unnecessary things such as junk food (or marshmallow in particular = =) - certainly not spending $50/week. Nope, I'm not living to enjoy myself only.

I know what I am living for, even though it has yet to be distinct.

I need to work harder to redeem myself. I need to motivate myself to a higher level. A much higher level.

I'll be moving forward. Certainly.

Just watch me.