Helplessness

She didn't eat much today. Again. I'm tired already. Have no strength left to chase after her and force her to eat everyday. Extremely frustrated right now. As if she's dying alone and there's nothing I can do except for witnessing helplessly. If only I had some time to spare to get her to the clinic.

If it raises to red alert now, I might not be able to return to VN this summer. And the worst part is I could do nothing but pray. Damn that stupid swine flu :-<

I'm starting to try to be more organized in my study. Suddenly I just want to study only. I've never studied properly for a test before, so I just decide to spare some effort this time (start revising a week before the actual test). Hope it would help. Or else it would be definitely evident that I just cannot study Geog.

But for Physics... well... for Physics...

*Sigh* I have no choice but to get an 85% now.

*Sigh again*