Back home. [Still] safe and sound.

[invitan]

Back home at last. HN has been covered with a somehow layer of smog lately, resulting in the hot air preventing smoke from the paddy fields to escape or something like that. Which makes it extremely dusty. And hard to breathe. Well, I'm trying to avoid going out at least.

Ok, so this might sound weird and a lil' bit, what, ungrateful? retarded? but I don't feel so good about being home as I expected. Everything is just, well, normal. Even a bit empty without all my friends nearby. Or without going to the Library for CIP ('ve been missing the children and that certain s/o ever since ="=)

Hey, I'm honestly disappointed at myself. I should have missed home like crazy >______<

Feeling really really down. And now I'm looking forward to returning to S'pore ;x; Feel like a betrayer =x=

I'm such a jerk >__<

Comments

[andyprue.livejournal.com]

Yey, you're home X"D (When ;v;)

Nah, I'd say it's just some kinda, well, sort of environment-transitional-phase, and I'm sure you'll get over it. I actually would be surprised if you have no longings towards Singapore :-?...Pretty sure you'll miss home like crazy when summer's actually over X"D"

And I thought HN must be hot like crazy...:-/