Bro's home
19/6/09 18:37He's back yesterday. Really don't know what to feel. I mean, it's weird. 7 years without a sibling and suddenly I got a brother. I mean, well, 7 years certainly can change a person. He's almost a stranger to me now. Now I see that I'm completely unfamiliar with this person. I barely know about him, his life, don't even know whether he has gone through upper uni or not. Of course I know he cares about me (he brings me book, gives me IT advice, shares some experience), but I want to know him and care about him more than I do now. And then I gotta go in 1 week. If only I could stick around a while longer, only I could get to know my own brother.
When he's home today, I asked him, how was it (I mean, he went somewhere today, then certainly there was something, right?). He spared no reply. My parents never ever told me anything about him over the past few years. They avoided it. As if something had happened and I was not supposed to know about it. About my own brother.
I guess he's still tired after the long flight and may even be suffering from the difference in time zone (a good 12 hours difference is surely something). Hope I can get closer to him in the next 7 days. *sigh*
Still haven't gone anywhere. Only one week left.
When he's home today, I asked him, how was it (I mean, he went somewhere today, then certainly there was something, right?). He spared no reply. My parents never ever told me anything about him over the past few years. They avoided it. As if something had happened and I was not supposed to know about it. About my own brother.
I guess he's still tired after the long flight and may even be suffering from the difference in time zone (a good 12 hours difference is surely something). Hope I can get closer to him in the next 7 days. *sigh*
Still haven't gone anywhere. Only one week left.
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